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Sinasabi nila sa'kin upfront na...
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I am... I'm a wild...
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It's been six years na, but of course, I have regrets.
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Syempre, focus ako sa trabaho kung malay ko ba.
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At kasama po natin ngayon ang Tinaguriang Muse of Philippine Cinema.
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At napakaganda rin ang binig.
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R.C. Muñoz! Hi, R.C.!
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Hi, Tito Otch! Thank you, thank you for inviting me here.
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Yung iba, pag napanood to, sasabihin ko,
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Oo nga pala, si R.C. Muñoz ito.
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Ano ba nangyari sa kanya na?
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Ba't hindi mo namin siya madalas mapanood?
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Wala naman nangyari sa kanya.
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Nangyari lang ay dahil nagkaroon ng pandemic,
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and nag-show ako gumawa ko ng isa pang soap.
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After that, when allowed na kami gumawa ng soap,
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and then I lived in the States for that duration.
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And while I was there, I did different fashion shows for Los Angeles Fashion Week,
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I did New York Fashion Week.
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Alam mo, Tito, sabi ko, it's like always go with the flow.
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Ako, I don't force myself. I don't force anything.
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So, mas magaan for me na I know in my head that I just trust God's direction,
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wherever He wants to lead me.
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Yun ang lagi kong prayer eh.
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I'm not asking for like a specific anything eh.
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Kasi a lot of people told me to ask,
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and whenever I pray is that I ask for a specific something.
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I'm not looking for a specific something.
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I just want guidance because where I am right now, I'm content.
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I mean, I enjoy the little things.
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I appreciate the little things.
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So, when I pray, I ask for guidance.
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I ask na, Lord, whatever it is that you have planned for my lifetime,
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I don't wanna force anything.
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That's why pag may dumadating, Tito, something like that.
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When I got stuck in the U.S. for eight months,
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kasi nga during the pandemic, di ako makauwi,
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I was like, Lord, ba't ayaw mo ko pauwiin?
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In my head, but it's not a question of if it's good or bad.
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Andun lang ako na parang, ah, kaya pala.
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That's why ayaw mo ko pauwiin.
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Kasi nagkaroon ako ng work sa L.A.,
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nagkaroon ako ng mga taong na Mico,
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nagkaroon ako ng connection sa kanila kahit hindi ko hinahanap,
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kahit hindi ko finna force.
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So, ngayon, naniniwala ako, Tito, na there's a calm before the storm.
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So, like, yung hindi ko naman intention na mawala sa eksena or manahimik.
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I'm just always like this.
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So, ngayon, ginagawa ko lang, as per usual,
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yung mga love kong gawin,
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which is kahit na hindi naman kailangan ipagsigawan sa tao na may banda ako,
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di ba, di nga alam ng tao kung alam lang nila,
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ah, may band, diyan, vocalist, whatsoever.
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But I bet you, those people,
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di nga nila ako ng klasing tugtugan yung mayroon ako,
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di ba, which is rock and roll.
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Tapos nasabihin, oh, saan ka tumutugtog?
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Let me just explain this to you.
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My band kasi po, medyo rock and roll po.
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So, niche po yung market.
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So, baka po hindi masyadong gets ng mga tao natin dito.
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Ano lang po kami, pag may mga big festivals,
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siguro po na lahat fini-feature ng rock and roll artist.
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Tapos kami po pupunta.
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Things like that, na parang for me,
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hindi ko naman kailangan ipagsigawan sa buong mundo
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kung anong ginagawa ko.
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I keep a little bit of privacy to myself,
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a little bit of mystery.
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So, as of now, ang ginagawa ko dito,
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aside from I've been traveling a lot,
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nag-venture ako sa business,
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so, magla-launch ako ng parang lifestyle products,
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which, mga essentials na yung ginagamit ko for everyday,
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mga supplements ko.
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Ayun, I'm enjoying these things
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that nagle-laylow ako sa TV.
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So, so far yun dito,
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tsaka yung pagka-fan girl ko,
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which is a lot of girls also can relate,
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a lot of people can relate too.
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So, fan ka ng BTS?
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Oh my gosh, it's so hard na,
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kasi pito sila na very lovable talaga.
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So, you'll really learn to love them all.
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But my bias is Jungkook.
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Gusto ko gumawa ng kwento about a fan-girling.
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Gusto ko gumawa ng gano'ng movie,
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pero not like Paolo Avelino's version,
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not like the Rectonettes.
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I want something na talagang pinagdaanan ko.
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Grabe dito, you know,
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nung kami nila, Hopi,
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na nakita kami nila Liza,
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ako, natulog ako sa kalsada ng Korea,
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alasing ko ng madaling araw,
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kasi gusto kong pumasok sa pop-up store ng BTS
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na mag-oopen ng 10 in the morning.
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Andun ako 5am, kasi,
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5am, andun na yung pila,
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2 parking lots na kami.
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We were all waiting there in the cold.
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And then, until mag-open yung store,
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not until 10 in the morning,
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andun ako, 5 oras ako,
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in freezing cold.
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But I didn't feel it during that time,
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kasi I was a fan-girl.
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It makes me happy.
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I'm looking forward,
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and it's such an experience for me.
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Ang dami dito, ang dami kong experience
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and ang dami ko rin natutunan.
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Ano yung hindi mo makalimutan?
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Isa-isa, hindi ko makakalimutan
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kasi hindi ko na-experience.
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Nag-camping ako sa labas ng tindahan,
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na sa labas ng parking lot.
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Pangalawa, yung first time ko
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na panood yung BTS,
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Same time yun, andun ako.
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Napumila ako sa labas ng tindahan.
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Iba yung excitement, e.
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Sa first time mo makikita yung idol mo.
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Pangatlo, yung nag-New Years ako mag-isa,
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before the pandemic.
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Nasa New York ako,
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sa first time ko,
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na nag-spend ng New Years,
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Dahil kailangan ko panood yung BTS
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dahilan sila sa New York
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for the ball drop.
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Kailangan ko panood yun.
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Once in a lifetime.
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Dito, that was five straight months
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I'm seeing them every month.
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October, Korea, November, Japan.
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December, I was in LA to see them.
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And then, same month,
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I was in New York to see them again
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for 2021 New Years countdown.
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I flew straight to Korea
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to see them again.
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And then, pandemic.
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You see, that's why I have no regrets.
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I did whatever will make me happy.
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Kanyan sila kalapit.
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Dito yung pwede ko na salagang hawakan.
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I'm just a fangirl.
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You know, I appreciate them
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That's okay, that's fine.
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Chen, na-consider mo ba yung sarili mo
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na minsan kang naging lokarit sa BTS?
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Aaminin ko, hindi lang naman ako.
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Marami naman yan.
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hindi ko ija-judge
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kung ano man ang magpapasaya sa isang tao.
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Actually, ako very supportive pa ako
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sa mga co-armies ko.
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hindi nila alam paano ko na-achieve
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yung mga kalokohan ko.
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go lang, support kita.
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Basta happy ka dyan.
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So, nabawasan ba yung
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pagka-fangirl mo ngayon,
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mga panahon na ito,
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I mean, the appreciation,
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the love is still there.
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But, I'm not like that diehard,
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but hindi na yung mga gagawin ko
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na ginawa ko before.
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I mean, siguro tapos na ako.
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Tapos na rin ako.
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I've grown up with them.
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ang dami kong learnings
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kaya nga nung last concert nila,
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sobrang-sobrang happiness na yun
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na bigay nila sa akin.
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Maybe, I'll lay low a little bit.
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Nakamakano ka rin doon?
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Hindi ko na maaalala.
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Wala na ako pera,
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hindi ako magtrabaho.
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balik na ako ng Pilipinas,
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kailangan ko na magtrabaho.
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Grabe, it's so...
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Mayintindihan ng mga fangirls yan, diba?
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Masasabi ko na nag-lay low ako
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kinikwenta ko na.
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Pag may bibilhin ako merch,
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hindi ko gano'n dati,
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add to cart lang ako
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Ngayon, kinikwenta ko na.
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So, kung masyado nang expensive,
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four days yung concert,
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four days ako na doon.
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Kahit pare-pareho lang
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yung nakikita ko.
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Oo, kaya kasabi ko,
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nung last concert,
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sabi ko, ayoko na,
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okay na ako, sabi ko.
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ngayong medyo nag-lay low ako,
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dumadating yung realization
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na parang, oh my gosh,
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But I have no regrets.
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I'm happy and they
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really make me so happy.
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Up until now, Tito,
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like when I'm having bad days,
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I just listen to their music
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Thirty-four ka na.
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ayaw naman natin i-push
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si RRZ na mag-asawa.
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Doon ba sa family mo,
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pinu-push ka na mag-asawa?
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I can't say na they're pushing me
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but maybe it's getting in me.
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sinasabi nila sa'kin up front na,
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uy, ano ka ba naman?
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How old are you na now?
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It's just maybe me.
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Because when I see my siblings
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with their families,
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hindi ko naman sinasabi sa sarili ko,
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I'm not pressuring myself,
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nakapasimple-simple
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yung mga pahapyaw kasi,
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my whole family is very supportive
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and understanding.
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And ako lang siguro,
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Because I'm not ready also.
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So I don't really don't wanna force it.
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hindi naman talaga
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akong type na mag-force eh.
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who's gonna be looking eh.
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Hindi mo ako magahanap.
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it's really up to you, Lord.
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Most important person in my life
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If my dad passed away,
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if my faith is weak,
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magagalit ako kay Lord.
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Because my dad is my everything.
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is because of my fathers.
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God knows better than us.
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He knows the right timing.
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There's perfect timing for everything.
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And I believe that.
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Sometimes, of course,
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I'm not giving myself
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a timeline for this.
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Malaki ang naging kinalaman
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sa pagkatawag ng dad yun.
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Ano yung naminis mo sa akin?
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Alam mo yung tito,
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na sinaksak sa kokorte ko
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ng mga magulang ko.
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I keep it intact.
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I'm the black sheep in the family.
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Ako lang yung medyo
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may pagkalukarating.
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that's why they all
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married their first loves.
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And ako naniniwala
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has a person like me.
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And it's not a bad thing.
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It just means that
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I'm a free spirit.
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wild is a bad thing,
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but I'm free spirited.
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I love to explore.
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Kaya naniniwala ako
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na parang when I see,
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I know I see myself
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as a mother someday.
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But I know I will,
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I will be a mother
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I'm gonna be a good mom.
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ininstall sa akin
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meron akong mga bagay
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Like, oh my gosh,
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is my dad gonna be okay
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with if I do this?
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Like getting a tattoo,
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I know if he's around still,
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he's gonna get mad at me.
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in everything that I do,
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that my father is not here now,
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tinurunan sa akin.
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pag naalala mo yung
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Everything that I do.
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Minsan ba pag naiiyak ka,
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parang meron kang hindi
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naibigay sa daddy mo,
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when he was in the hospital,
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kaka-transfer ko lang
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parang noong time na yun,
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I was doing a lot.
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I was doing always.
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Maybe it was my first movie.
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and then I wasn't,
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I wasn't there for him.
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focus ako sa trabaho
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kung malay ko ba.
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noong time na yun,
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nagtitaping tayo,
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tamit-tamit ka pa.
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It's been six years now,
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I should have spent more time with him
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during those times na
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he was not okay na pala.
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Ano pinagdaanan yung dad?
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liver cirrhosis, Tito.
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he had complications na rin.
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A lot of complications,
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You only have good memories
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That's why my mom's my best friend.
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I'm gonna give everything to my mom.
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I'm gonna give the world to my mom.
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even wala na si papa,
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I promised him na
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ibibigay mo kay mama
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yung hindi ko nabigay sa kanya.
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That's why when I travel,
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I'm with my mom all the time.
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Because my dad loves to travel.
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My dad loves the beach.
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He loves the poodle fight at the beach.
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At ginagawa mo yun?
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Yun din yung gusto ko.
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And I still do it
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with my entire family.
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That's the reason, Tito,
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why I'm doing everything.
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It's because of them.
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Kasi it makes me happy.
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But as long as I see them happy,
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that makes me happy too.
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Their happiness is my happiness.
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Dinu-push ka ba ng mommy mo
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na mag-asawa na rin
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what my mom tells me
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contradicts kung ano yung
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Like every time we go out,
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you know when we go to temples
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one time when we were in Japan.
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di ba, mag-wish ka sa temple,
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inalagay mo sa parang paper
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So I wrote, sabi ko,
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That's my only wish
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because I'm happy.
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And you know what my mom's wish,
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we'll find the perfect
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and caring partner in life.
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And then I was like,
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Kala ko ba hindi ka masyadong
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invested sa love life ko?
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And then that's your wish,
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sobrang specific.
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Sobrang specific na kala ko ba.
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bata ka pa, don't rush.
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Like what most parents are,
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And my mom, for sure,
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she's not rushing me
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or find someone right now.
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All she wished for is that
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sana makakawasin muna
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someone who will really
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take care of her.
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Like have my father
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to care of all of us.
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That's every parent's wish
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Ayaw naman nila na
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Ngunit nagkaano ka,
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relasyon ng pag-a-showbiz.
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dinidesisyonan yan.
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But I'm just that type na,
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my showbiz friends,
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most of my friends
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Even my bandmates
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So kahit sa showbiz,
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mas komportable ako na
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kaya lahat ng mga
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nag-leading men ko,
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yo, what's up bro?
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Yeah, dita ex, yo.
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I'm one of the boys.
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Though hindi ko naman,
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hindi ko naman sinasabi,
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huwag niyo akong haligawan.
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Wala naman makakagano.
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ganun yung vibe namin
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sa mga showbiz friends ko
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little sister lang.
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hindi nila pinibigyan
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Pag may mga malalaking
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events like before,
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lagi ako nasa dressing room
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my best friend ko.
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yun ang mga tropa ko.
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lahat nang naging ka-partners ko.
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Mas comfortable din ako tito eh.
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Hindi mo nabangit si Kian?
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I love Ate Chyna.
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Kasi hindi naman,
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hindi naman ginawa yun
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I can see your voice.
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it was a long time ago.
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puppy love lang nga yun eh.
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Sobrang higpit ng parents ko,
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nang nag-first boyfriend ako,
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they're so strict, no?
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Hatid sundu pa rin ako niyan,
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kahit na estudyante.
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siguro ako lang estudyante,
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ng parehong magulang.
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if she sees me hurting,
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it hurts her more.
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And I don't want to see
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I'm done with that.
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Hindi mo na-realize na,
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itinurin kang black sheep.
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Pero yung black sheep
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At mahal na mahalang nana.
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Mahal ako ng mga kapatid ko,
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No, Tito, alam mo,
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ganun tinuru sa amin
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ang magulang namin.
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How important the family is.
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kahit nung nasa abroad ako,
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yung next day ako dun
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ang dami kong nan-miss
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na holiday location.
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I spent New Years
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and some relatives.
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But, alam mo yun,
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nagpapadala pa rin ako
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Nagpadala ako sa kanila.
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And it was so easy
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that I met these people
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when I was in the States.
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I met the Sendwave people
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and they taught me
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Nastaka ako dito,
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hindi na ako nakauwi
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hanggang New Years,
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Doon na ako pinag-stay.
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yung mga taga-Sendwave?
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noong nasa New York ako.
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And they always guide me.
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what you guys are doing.
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Kasi I'm also doing this
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I need to send money
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And it's so convenient
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pag ni-remit mo siya diretso,
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They get it right away
18:45.0
Ikaw na mag-distribute
18:48.0
pamangkins na dito eh
18:50.0
and sa my brother.
18:52.0
hindi pa masyadong
18:53.0
kilala sa Filipino market
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na gumagamit nito.
19:02.0
bakit yung mga kapo
19:04.0
ngayon pa lang nila
19:06.0
how convenient it is
19:12.0
But when I'm there,
19:16.0
ang tapag kasi nila
19:18.0
eh walang physical office.
19:20.0
ang money nila doon
19:23.0
in this modern age,
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there are so many
19:25.0
applications coming out
19:26.0
na about money transfers.
19:32.0
syempre medyo skeptical
19:34.0
But I can assure you,
19:35.0
trust with Sendwave.
19:37.0
You download the app,
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you fill up some forms.
19:39.0
You won't even feel
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dumating na sa papadalihan mo
19:42.0
anywhere you are.
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I'm always in the US.
19:48.0
to your Gcash account
19:49.0
if you have that.
19:52.0
derecho agad sa'yo.
19:55.0
Dito sa Pilipinas
19:56.0
from other parts of Europe
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and then from Canada,
20:00.0
Papunta dito sa Pilipinas
20:02.0
sa mga mahal mo sa buhay.
20:04.0
No transfer fees.
20:05.0
Yung mga tanong ng tao,
20:07.0
No transfer fees?
20:10.0
So it's like this,
20:11.0
kumukurot lang sila ng konti.
20:12.0
Di mo mararamdaman
20:13.0
sa exchange rate lang yan
20:20.0
from different parts
20:22.0
going here to the Philippines,
20:23.0
you won't feel anything.
20:27.0
Very convenient dito.
20:28.0
Ay, ayun ang ginagamit mo ngayon.
20:30.0
yun ang ginagamit ko
20:35.0
lalo pag nasa US ako,
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pag kailangan ko,
20:38.0
kailangan ni mama
20:40.0
I send it through Sendway.
20:42.0
tas nidiretso na yun sa account.
20:44.0
Bahagi ng paglalangis mo sa nami,
20:46.0
yung pagsipsip sa nami,
20:47.0
pinatadala mo siya.
20:52.0
she's still my responsibility.
20:59.0
I don't have my family yet.
21:02.0
My utmost priority.
21:03.0
And I wanna make sure
21:08.0
and because I also
21:11.0
I wanna make sure
21:12.0
that she's comfortable
21:13.0
and whatever she needs,
21:14.0
I'll be able to cover that.
21:16.0
I send it through Sendway
21:17.0
because I trust Sendway already.
21:19.0
I've been using it
21:21.0
Would you consider
21:22.0
mabuti kang anak sa namin?
21:26.0
I'll ask my mom later.
21:29.0
matigas din yung mukha ko.
21:37.0
Sabi ko nga kanina,
21:38.0
everything that I'm doing
21:40.0
It's for my happiness.
21:41.0
Anong pwede ipayo
21:43.0
sa mga kababayan?
21:47.0
parang feminista talaga.
21:49.0
kahit one of the boys ka eh.
21:53.0
ba't sinasabi nila
21:54.0
mahina ang babae?
21:59.0
sabi nga na lang,
22:00.0
it's a mistake for you
22:01.0
but there's a lot of things.
22:02.0
I'm not saying na
22:03.0
we don't need a man.
22:04.0
We don't need men.
22:06.0
in a lot of things.
22:10.0
women can do as well.
22:13.0
Women are really powerful.
22:14.0
Look at our leaders,
22:22.0
We just need to empower each other.
22:25.0
like my observation
22:27.0
being surrounded with women
22:32.0
So it's just my dad
22:37.0
yung ganun values
22:38.0
because of my mom.
22:41.0
sa mga kababaihan
22:42.0
is we raise each other up.
22:44.0
Huwag tayo maghilahan.
22:47.0
different strong points
22:49.0
na kailangan mo lang talaga
22:51.0
lift each other up.
22:53.0
That's the most important
22:55.0
because that's what I do
22:57.0
I help my sisters
22:58.0
with anything and everything.
23:02.0
may fan mentality?
23:09.0
has to have limits.
23:11.0
Hindi ko sasabihin
23:14.0
Hindi, not at all
23:15.0
because I still love them.
23:17.0
Pero I really put
23:20.0
if inuuna ko na sila
23:24.0
kung napapabayaan ko na
23:30.0
as long as it makes you happy,
23:31.0
you don't have to
23:34.0
Gusto mo yung mampayuhan
23:38.0
na kanilang beauty
23:39.0
na dapat hindi sila
23:42.0
makakapagpasaya sa kanila
23:44.0
makakapagpalutang
23:45.0
ng kanilang ganda
23:50.0
yung pagpapaganda.
23:52.0
pinupost na nila.
23:55.0
it depends on you.
23:57.0
your environment.
24:00.0
if it boosts their confidence,
24:01.0
kung masaya sila,
24:10.0
if I have someone
24:11.0
who's gonna tell me,
24:12.0
who's gonna advise me,
24:20.0
professional advice.
24:23.0
and you want the best.
24:24.0
Hindi naman dahil
24:25.0
ganun kasi ako parang
24:26.0
sana nung time na yun,
24:27.0
there's a certain someone
24:28.0
who advised me not to.
24:32.0
And it's a journey.
24:34.0
I don't wanna have any regrets.
24:35.0
Because if you have regrets
24:37.0
hindi ka talaga makakatulog,
24:38.0
hindi ka papatulog ganyan.
24:39.0
So I'd rather not
24:41.0
and just continue
24:43.0
picking up those lessons,
24:47.0
for them not to experience it.
24:49.0
If it's not a good experience
24:51.0
I don't want other people
24:52.0
to experience it also.
24:55.0
Everything happens
24:56.0
for a reason, Tito.
25:00.0
ang mas importante sa'yo
25:01.0
yung gusto kong gawin,
25:05.0
kasi kailangan kong umita.
25:08.0
the root of everything
25:11.0
kung napapasaya niya ako
25:12.0
and at the same time,
25:13.0
if I'm gonna earn,
25:18.0
I also have to make a living.
25:24.0
If I don't like it,
25:25.0
if I don't love it,
25:26.0
I'm not gonna do it.
25:27.0
There's always limitation.
25:29.0
they're gonna tell me,
25:31.0
Ay, hindi ako comfortable eh.
25:32.0
Ba't kong gagawin yan?
25:33.0
Ay, hindi ako comfortable eh.
25:34.0
How am I gonna be able to perform?
25:36.0
there's limit to everything.
25:38.0
yun ang in-install
25:39.0
ng papa ko sa'kin.
25:41.0
that's the only thing
25:42.0
that you're gonna keep
25:43.0
in your lifetime, ha?
25:44.0
Keep your values intact
25:47.0
Kung wala yung mga ganyang
25:48.0
values tinuru sa'kin
25:55.0
Ano yung mantra mo
25:57.0
Tito, mantra ko talaga
26:01.0
and love what you do.
26:02.0
Kailan mo naramdaman
26:03.0
na mahal ka talaga
26:06.0
nung nawala yung dad ko,
26:07.0
nagkaroon ako ng parang
26:08.0
na-shaken yung faith ko.
26:12.0
nire-revive yung papay,
26:14.0
praying the rosary
26:20.0
Sobrang nag-doubt.
26:24.0
daughter naman siguro
26:25.0
and then you're gonna
26:27.0
this most important
26:37.0
a little bit low,
26:40.0
feeling always good
26:45.0
and nag-iisip lang
26:47.0
para mag-iisip ako,
26:48.0
anong gagawin ko,
26:55.0
Kasi sobrang match
26:56.0
kung anong nararamdaman ko
26:57.0
noong araw na yun.
26:58.0
Biglang ganun yung topic.
26:59.0
Yun yung kailangan
27:04.0
connect with Him.
27:07.0
proven ko yan eh.
27:09.0
prayer really works.
27:10.0
I know He's listening.
27:13.0
Alam na niya yan.
27:17.0
trust and believe
27:18.0
that it's gonna happen.
